I have been awake since 5.30am. So of course I ate a Mars Bar at 6am.
(Australian Mars Bars are different to American Mars Bars – and superior in my opinion)
Yes. I did intend to make that post title that long.
I have another post in ‘drafts’ waiting to be finished and published. I do that, I write half of a post and then move to another one. It will be finished. It’s a more in-depth account of my current situation, this is just a brief howdy y’all – BTW, does anyone in the US actually say “y’all”??)
- I’m in hospital (yay).
- I’m coming off venlafaxine (Effexor). It caused (suspected) Serotonin Syndrome and I never wanted to be on it in the first place so I’m coming off it. Currently I am on 300mg. I started decreasing over two weeks ago at 600mg.
- Due to aforementioned drug withdrawal, I’m not completely cognitively “all there”. The best way I can describe it is as my brain has been removed and replaced with a very very dry sponge: I am not referring to hydration, I mean I can’t use it.
- I can’t even explain to myself how I feel.
- Brain no worky.
- I’m having HORRIFIC nightmares of past events.
I can’t even focus on this. Okay I’m going to leave this here and try again later.